Just when I get closest to the top on my way to my dreams The steep cliff of success is to much for me to handle and I slip Falling Down this mountain of my life Tumbling thru the gorges of hell I went thru once before I realize there isn t anything to grab onto anymore The branches and rocks that were once there to help me thru those moments are no longer there I begin to see the mistakes I ve made and understand the lessons I have ignored But now it is to late The dark reality of life laughs at me as I tumble to the bottom Pain grows with vegence and passion within me as I slide down the jagged side of my mountain Hopelessly I fall towards an uncertain bottom I know it will hurt when I hit I know the sharp edges of reality will tear me into pieces Suicide grabs onto my leg as I fall as an angel would ascend one to heaven Smiling he offers comfort to end my descent I try to handle the thoughts as they race thru the confusion in my mind But I shake free For I know why I slipped Why I fell For the first time I realize my ignorance I know I deserve the pain to be shredded by the blades I used to tear into the hearts of everyone else I Wait for the piercing of my flesh my soul But it will never come For it is clear now I am in hell -optikNurv