first kiss from a maniac who gripped me by the throat by jaws that would not speak but sought my mouth lipstick elixir tasted sugar-sweet did you enjoy me oh dear i was sold for a song tonight and i sold my sex for cheap perfume to mask the stink of beer in my room what dries on the walls i don t want to know if it s mine bury your face in my hair and breathe in deep and you ll understand just what i mean when i say that i want when i say that i need when i stand outside in a shower of rain and when i drown when i drown my wrists in tiny cuts and i fill the holes with cheap perfume oh dear i was sold for a bottle tonight opened wide spread me apart and look inside bury your face in my hair step closer come closer did you enjoy me you can see if the taste of my makeup complements the scent i never volunteered to wear spit